Procrastination, grocery shopping and fasting.

So my fast today was a success! and because when I have work to do I tend to procrastinate I went grocery shopping and bought vegan ground meat, fettucini, spaghetti sauce and bruschetta sauce and it looks soo yummy that I almost gave in and was gonna have a teaspoon of the bruschetta to try.  But I was strict and said no. No means no and I am so proud of myself :"] like legit so proud ♥
And I told myself if I fasted until Sunday I would make myself a bruschetta sandwich (bruschetta on one onion bun) after I come back from church (gotta find a church to go to first) yumm :]
Also I always get days mixed up in my head and I thought yesterday (tuesday) was wednesday so I actually did not fast tuesday at 3 pm but just started today :] and I just had to rewrite that sentence because I thought it was thursday today, oh my I get soo mixed up with days :S

I stretched this morning but did not do my evening exercises, but I was good today, oh so good and fasted ♥

Here's some [th]inspirations ♥♥

So tumblr♥

so not sure if I mentioned it in July before I left for Europe, but I got tumblr and today, well just now I got a second tumblr.  This second one is under the same name as this one is but I will still regularly update this blog too so don't worry :] and I know there's an "unspoken" rule of tumblr which is don't talk about it, but whatevas.  Here's the link if u want to check it out http://afearytaleinmakebelieve.tumblr.com/
I don't have a lot posted cause I just opened it but check it out if you want :] ♥

Sometimes people annoy me, a lot.

So the title to this post kind of hints that my post will be a mini rant.  So it's always the little things that up that just slowly get you more and more irritated, nothing big just small things like I had wanted to re paint the window in our floor lobby but had to wait for other people who wanted to re do it and than after like 3 weeks of waiting 3 other girls re painted it themselves.  Which is fine cause it was about time for it to be repainted but it's just the fact I had wanted to do it first like I could have done it with them if I had done it with them. And there's this guy on my floor who I always butt heads with, like he is so authoritive and it's like he has this charade about him.  He always tries to act mature and responsible, apologizes for everything and tries to put on this act that he helps others even though no one asks for his help and it is so obvious it's for show it makes my stomach turn.  I won't lie he kind of scares me, like when he gets mad, he gets mad and all in your face and is always telling you what you should do and he just always gets on my nerves cause like he used to always joke around with me and than I started joking around with him and he got mad and said if I make fun of him he'll totally rip on me and like there is more to the story but that's the short version. And ya  he came over the next day with an apology card and said sorry but I dunno something just does not sit right with me when he's around.  Anyways just needed to rant a bit.  Also started fasting today at 3pm (cause you can start a fast anytime of the day and it motivates you after a binge), and I will be fasting until Saturday at 3pm :] so happy.

Plus running today again (I have started running with a friend and I must say I have improved soo much :'}  ) and tomorrow I'm working so I'm on my feet all day and thursday I think I'll join kickboxing :] also I'm gonna buy myself a bathroom scale next week and I'll weigh myself next friday, September 30th, 2011.  I have to fast and workout cause I'm scared of what the scale will say :S also I have started putting body lotion on everyday and repainting my nails before the nail polish starts looking bad, I have been trying to take better care of myself.  Also I have not been on PT in forever and I know there is only 11 days left of September but I am going to start my Mission September today. So three goals :

• Go running at least 9 days out of the 11 days left of September.
• Do 2 three day fasts.
• Do morning stretches and evening workouts (crunches and squats).

GW by September 30th, 2011:  110lbs

GW by Thanksgiving weekend, September 7th, 2011: 108 lbs



And finally here's some [th]inspirations :] ♥  :

13 days ....

so in the title I'm refering to the last time I got my period, it was 13 days ago and I got it again yesterday...can I just say FML to my irregularity? so much pain and unhappiness. 

Also starting today (since it's past midnight) a new plan of action will take place since I eat on my periods like a lot, and so I have eaten a lot yesterday and the day before.

So plan for the next week will not be a fast since I end up binging as of late, so I will be having instead a maximum number of calories I can eat each day.

So today September 15th, 2011 - 600 cal

September 16th, 2011 - 300 cal

September 17th, 2011 - 400 cal

September 18th, 2011 - 500 cal

:] and btw I got nominated and picked as the floor events rep. ♥ I feel so loved.  and here is some [th]inspirations (which btw I finally figured out how to transfer my pictures from my ipod touch onto my laptop and I have over 5000 thinspo pics♥)

not a good day....

So I binged, went for a run, binged, drank than binged again, than made myself throw up a bit, but it wasn't a lot and for some reason it just makes me cough a lot(?).  Anyways for sure fasting tomorrow no matter what, although today also seemed promising and it wasn't :-/

So ya thought I'd share, also knitting a new scarf and decided I won't buy a scale until I finish it (which should be in the next 2-3 weeks :] ).


Also plan for tomorrow:

• Wake up by 7:00am
• Class 8:00-10:00 am
• Do crunches (32x2) and squats (48x3)
• E-mail bro about texts
• Class 11:00am -12:00pm
• Go to greenhouse thing near rez and read or draw or knit (something productive)
• Clean up room a bit
• Class 2:00 -3:00pm
• Dragonette on the Island 3:30 ish - 11 ish?
• Go for a 20 min run

Plan for saturday:

• Wake up by 11:00 am
• Do crunches (32x3) and squats (48x3)
• Read the Philosophy book
• Go for a 20 min run
• Organize room
• Do laundry
• Go to greenhouse
• Type up notes for class and print them off with slides
• Crunches (32x2)

And both days are fasting days.

Lots of Luv,


                             Air♥

ummm sooo..... interesting stories to share

So frosh week is over, school began tuesday (well I don't have classes tuesdays :] ) and boy oh boy did I have an interesting frosh week; it was long and wild.  Anywho I got the nickname Snookie (and I have never watched Jersey Shore but apparently I party like Snookie does) and there are so many delicious, cute and sexy men here in Toronto ; ] .    

Also, enough is enough, fasting starting tomorrow.   Well I am so glad I went vegan cause it limits the things I can buy from the caf sooo sooo soooo much, like if I wasn't vegan I would have eaten so many bad, high calorie, high fat foods so many times this week.

So plan for tomorrow:

• Get up and do stretches by 7:05 am
• Get dress, get vanilla soy milk and leave rez by 7:40 am
• Class 8:00am-11:00am 
• Read book for class
• Go to job interview at 2:00pm (OMG please pray that I get the job, cause I REALLY need a job).
• Read some more of the book
• Buy another soy milk carton
• Class 4:00pm - 6:00pm
• Make a list of books needed
• E-mail french prof
• Go for a run
• Do sit ups, crunches
• Take a shower
• Clean up my desk
• Go to bed (early?)

So ya fasting tomorrow :]  also I know this sounds kinda bad but I'm either thinking of applying to a fine arts program in a uni in Quebec or overseas cause this is not what I want to be in (it's interesting but it's not what I want).

Anywho some [th]inspirations ♥ enjoy ♥

         Mucho Love,

                                     Air♥

Success ♥♥

Half of Starbucks grande vanilla latte (soy milk :] )  [approx 200 calories], half a small banana [36 cal], 1 apple [65 cal] with caramel sauce [approx. 80 cal],  1 cup of house salad with balsamic vinnagraite [150 cal], 2 small bags of ketchup potatoe chips [300 cal].   Best that I've done in awhile :"]

Solid food calories: 631
Liquid calories: 200

Total: 831 calories :'} yay so happy!  ♥♥

Applying for on campus jobs tomorrow ♥ Wish me luck,


                                                 Lots of luv,

                                                                      Air♥