Tummy ache, period cramps, lonely and finally money

Firstly I think tomorrow I will go out and buy either clothes or fabric or both because last semester I was so tight on money I actually only bought myself 2 pieces of clothing in the last like 5/6 months which was a onepiece and a hat. However I have some money from OSAP leftover that I can spend (I paid for tuition, textbooks and kickboxing so I can spend a bit but I think I still have Fall tuition to pay), so I thought I'd buy myself a few things, but I'll probably just buy fabric (apprx. $25), paints (apprx. $20), canvas (apprx. $10; a small one) and if I have money leftover I will buy a one piece swimsuit and a sweater (which I probably will have money to buy, but I still have to pay for my phone bill and pay off some of my loan; oh the life of a university student).
Also I'm on my period and have the worst cramps ever; I have legit been on tylenol all day yesterday and all day today and I took the last heating pad I have for my neck and put it on my pelvis and it fit perfectly and my ovaries were soothed.  And than I went and ate and got the worst stomach ache ever, so I purged just a tiny bit. All in all an interesting day, tomorrow should be fun as well:

• class 11 - 1
• buy gym membership and sign up for kickboxing
• go buy Fabric/go to Eaton centre to buy clothes/go to Winners
• go to Curry's for art supplies
• eat small pasta
• go to the gym
• read and take notes on Philosophy of Love
• paint
• clean room
• watch a movie
• sleep

Seems like it should be productive :] here's some [th]inspiration ♥

If I repeat pictures from previous posts please let me know :] thank you ♥

Frat parties, booze, taxis or should I say scabsis

So friday night I went to a frat party at a legit frat house in Toronto :D  but man oh man were the drinks strong :O like the hard liquor was for girls only and the beer was for everyone but wow did I get drunk, like really drunk so I left earlier than my friends.  somehow got back downtown on a subway but didn't really know where I was (I think I ended up in the financial district) so I saw a taxi (or as I kept calling it: a scabsi) asked how much it would be to get to my street and he said 10-11 dollars maximum so I got home safe, cause I may be drunk but I still have a bit of comon sense on me. 
Also one of the reasons I think I got so drunk was because for the last two days: thursday and friday, I have been throwing my food up so I was basically drinking on an empty stomach. Ya....long night but it was fun :]

Also plan for monday to friday:
Almond Milk fast - I'm not drinking soy milk anymore because I think I might be intolerant to it.  I kept getting the runs, bloating, and a few times threw up and it all started when I started regularly drinking soy milk.  So no more soy for me, but thank goodness for Almond milk, it is soo good :] and it's one of the greatest things invented by humans because it is the lowest in sugar and calories compared to other  "milk" drinks but has enough nutrients so you can use it as meal replacement when trying to lose weight.  So Almond milk fasting here I come!

[th]inspirations ♥

PS I threw up again today and I think the acid has made my lips peel :'[
PPS I think a girl on my floor is anorexic (she's extremely skinny, but does not eat a lot/does not eat in public - like I have not really seen her eat anything  except for maybe twice at the very beginning of Sept. and even than she didn't eat a lot.  and she usually sais she's not hungry when we have floor dinners/go together to the caf to eat. But who knows they're only my suspiscions). 

Anyways mucho love ♥

not a good day....

So I binged, went for a run, binged, drank than binged again, than made myself throw up a bit, but it wasn't a lot and for some reason it just makes me cough a lot(?).  Anyways for sure fasting tomorrow no matter what, although today also seemed promising and it wasn't :-/

So ya thought I'd share, also knitting a new scarf and decided I won't buy a scale until I finish it (which should be in the next 2-3 weeks :] ).


Also plan for tomorrow:

• Wake up by 7:00am
• Class 8:00-10:00 am
• Do crunches (32x2) and squats (48x3)
• E-mail bro about texts
• Class 11:00am -12:00pm
• Go to greenhouse thing near rez and read or draw or knit (something productive)
• Clean up room a bit
• Class 2:00 -3:00pm
• Dragonette on the Island 3:30 ish - 11 ish?
• Go for a 20 min run

Plan for saturday:

• Wake up by 11:00 am
• Do crunches (32x3) and squats (48x3)
• Read the Philosophy book
• Go for a 20 min run
• Organize room
• Do laundry
• Go to greenhouse
• Type up notes for class and print them off with slides
• Crunches (32x2)

And both days are fasting days.

Lots of Luv,


                             Air♥