Your head hurts, your stomach hurts , you hurt but pain is the price you pay for beauty. Getting a tattoo hurts, getting your ears pierced hurts and getting skinny hurts too. That's life, you need to sacrifice something good for something better.
I do not need it, the convention, I need to lose weight for the convention on Jan 29th. That is 34 Days away, so around 5 weeks :0 my goal is 2 - 4 lb. Every week [ so the final weightloss would be 10 - 20 lb. ]. I know I can do it, I am a strong person. I will prove everyone wrong, I will lose weight and keep it off and I will go to Poland as a 0 and not a size bigger. I will not fail no matter how many times I may falter because I am not a quitter, because I am beautiful from the inside and out.
I will be beautiful and thin, I will make guys and men turn their heads to look at me when I walk by. I will be able to fit into the smallest sizes and buy kids jeans. To be this I need to want this enough to make it happen, I need to use self control, I need to be empty. I am empty because I am strong, and I am strong because I am empty. <3
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