Also something overcame me: I calmly took some scissors and managed to get a razor blade out of one of my shaving razors, I cleaned it out in boiled water and cut myself three times on my thigh. They were pretty deep and bled alot (and bled through the bandaid, so I took a shower and put a giant band aid over the two that are the closest together - one of which is pretty deep). I haven't cut that deep in years, or never, and usually it's when I'm distressed, but not today. Well yesterday and Thursday I had a bit of a mental break down (too little sleep + exams + low grades + people being rude and irritating) and had a bit of a crying fit in my room but went out both times on a run to calm down. Today I don't even know, I just had this urge, this though I had to surpress. I don't know if I'm even making sense.
Anywho that's not important :] here's some [th]inspirations:
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