Really bad bladder infection, innaccurate scale and the magic bullet.

So firstly I got a bathroom scale for Christmas :D but ummm it's 3 - 5 lbs off (we compared it to the one we have in the bathroom which has always been accurate) :[ but my mother said I can take the old one if I want since the one I got is not accurate.  Also I got money to buy myself the whole magic bullet pack :"] I am oh so happy;  I will be living off of smoothies from now on ♥
Also I kind of got the feeling I might have something wrong with my bladder in November when I had to go pee a lot but thought nothing of it until I woke up in pain Christmas morning and when I went pee and wiped there was pink on it and it was definitely not my period and the next morning I woke up in pain too except this time there was a tiny little blood clot in my pee.  Thank goodness I had my doctors check up that day, so she got a pee sample from me and said I most definitely have an infection and put me on strong antibiotics.  So the pharmacist said I can't drink, however I did research and there are no harmful effects with my antibiotic and alcohol but just to be safe I'm going to be drinking 6.5% flavoured wine on New Years and just a bit. 

Here is some lovely [th]inspirations ♥

Sore tummy, old habits, and periods.

Ughhh so I have eaten a lot during the last two days, but because I'm on my period it all just comes out (I know too much info) and a lot of it is undigested? I know, how gross is that?
Also something overcame me: I calmly took some scissors and managed to get a razor blade out of one of my shaving razors, I cleaned it out in boiled water and cut myself three times on my thigh.  They were pretty deep and bled alot (and bled through the bandaid, so I took a shower and put a giant band aid over the two that are the closest together - one of which is pretty deep).  I haven't cut that deep in years, or never, and usually it's when I'm distressed, but not today. Well yesterday and Thursday I had a bit of a mental break down (too little sleep + exams + low grades + people being rude and irritating) and had a bit of a crying fit in my room but went out both times on a run to calm down.  Today I don't even know, I just had this urge, this though I had to surpress. I don't know if I'm even making sense.

Anywho that's not important :] here's some [th]inspirations:

Liquid fasting = success ♥

So my liquid fast was a success (although I did drink 2.63L of orange juice in just over 3 hours and have been peeing like every 20 minutes...) also I finally went to the humane society to donate some blankets and towels for the animals ♥ Also finally drinking saturday night :D I have not drank in like 3 weeks D: and I know it's bad but it's going to be on an empty stomach cause I am not breaking my fast :} just saying and I have done it a few times before.

Some [th]inspirations ♥

Conch piercing, new job, essays, exams and holidays

So I got my conch pierced on wednesday :] so happy.  I have been soo busy with easays and I have been pulling so many all nighters that my body seems to have crashed.  On Sunday I took like a billion naps and yesterday I slept from 4 - 9:30 am and than slept from 11 am - 5 pm (and that's only because my friend knocked on my door that I woke up).  Like holy moly my body just wants sleep, yet right now I can't even fall asleep.  Also 4 day liquid fast (and I'm doing the 30 hour famine friday evening - sunday morning so that helps my motivation.). 

My goals for this week are (up to Friday Dec. 2nd):

          ♥ Finish my painting

          ♥ Finish my SSH essay by tuesday

          ♥ Write rough draft of philosophy paper

          ♥ Finish SSH final proposal

          ♥ Do a four day liquid fast (juice fast) and 3 days of 200 cal

          ♥ Pay ambulance bill on friday (I keep forgetting to do that :S it's been like 3 weeks since they mailed me. 

          ♥ Buy greyhound ticket back to London (going home for a relaxing 3 week Christmas break)

          ♥ Do random abs at least twice

My list of goals/things to do seems pretty complete :] also the company I used to work for hired me back (well their Toronto location did :} ♥ so happy.  I already gave my two weeks notice to the place I work at now).  Also I'm kind of nervous about being home for three weeks, I mean I'm happy I can just relax and not worry about school or work for three weeks but my parents don't know I'm vegan.  They think I'm still a vegetarian and they think that it's bad as it is and are trying to convince me to start eating fish! I mean a month and a half ago when I came down for Thanksgiving weekend they kind of noticed and I think they kind of thought I might be vegan, but I snuk my way out of it by taking the groceries they gave me (which included cheese and a bunch of other stuff I do not eat) and telling them I ate it but I really gave it to a friend (and of course they believed me cause it's not like they're here with me in Toronto). But yeah so now I'm a tad nervous, oh and also excited since my parents told me I'm getting a bathroom scale for christmas (not sure if I told you girls before but I'm just so excited) and I decided that once I get back I am going to buy myself a food scale so I can measure food accurately because a lot of the time the packages are off.

Anywho here is some [th]inspirations ♥ Enjoy ♥