So first things first, my weight loss success and loss. I managed to get down to 118 lbs but than I gained back to 122lbs :[ but I will be starting a "be thin for Christmas" competition with myself and my goal is to weigh 108 lbs by Christmas :D .
Secondly I dropped my first period class(music) and so now I get to sleep in and get some rest I so dearly need. You see from all my binging and purging, and fasts my health has taken quite a toll, but you see what I'm doing is sacrifice [ giving up something good for something better] and yes I know in logic health is better but for me better is thin. You see you know you're wrong but you so desperately want it to be right because you know you're going to do it anyway, I know going to extremes is bad but I'm still going to do it.
My first post in over a month sounds a bit on the grim/not so good side, but tomorrow I will post a lighter topping :]
oh and I have a follower now ^_^ ♥
Luv you Lots ,
Air ♥
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