So I'll start of by saying I really dislike dissapointments in life, but I'm sure a lot of people are. Today I started m 4th year in orchestra, and I felt like I got slapped in the face when I found out where my assigned seat was placed. I might not be the best violin player, but last year (I was second violin) I worked my butt off, I attended every rehearsal, sectional and at times when we had to perform (I sat in second row) and one of the chairs for second violin couldnt make it the teacher moved me to front row. So me working hard and because my teacher sometimes placed me in first row I was guessing that maybe I'd be section leader and if not that than I'd get to sit beside the section leader. Well surprise, surprise I'm still a second row, 2nd violin in orchestra, not only that but my stand partner, got moved to first violin and I'm left by myself as a gr 12 second violin whose not even sitting in the front. I must admit I felt like I was slapped in the face, really dissapointed espescially since it felt like I was getting hints from the teacher that I was going to sit in the front (other people thought so too). Well what can I say, except that it's life, it happens and it's probably only categorized as a small dissapointment.
Lots of Luv,
Air ♥
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