I lied

I am actually very upset to be wait listed, and I was bawling my eyes out for like an hour straight but I managed to pull myself together for work and actually kind of forgot about the wait list when I was there.  But the chances of getting off a wait list especially to a program that is very much in demand is very low and I do not want to go to the other programs I got accepted into :[  but I already told everyone I am going to university for sure even if I didn't get into my first choice....