Binges, goals and microdermals

So as you can probably guess from the title I binged; bad two days of it : [  but I'm not giving up and my goal is 106 lbs by New Years and if by Jan.30th I get down to 98 lbs I am going to get a microdermal on my hip ♥  I want to get it intergrated into my tattoo, I think it will look so pretty ♥ Also I am growing my hair out so that next summer (not the one coming up, but the one after - so in like 1.5 years) it will be really long when I go to Europe.

So goals and rewards:

♥ gw1: 112 lbs (by 12/15/11)   reward: N/A

♥ gw2: 108 lbs (by 12/23/11)   reward: go swimming at the gym

♥ gw3: 106 lbs (by 12/31/11)   reward: concealer and new eyeliner

♥ gw4: 102 lbs (by 01/14/12)   reward: sign up for kick boxing (this will keep me motivated because I really, really want to continue kickboxing next semester)

♥ gw5: 98 lbs (by 01/31/12)   reward: hip microdermal ♥♥

♥gw6: 94 lbs (by 02/17/12)    reward: 2 pairs of pants, 1 pair of jeans and 2 crop tops

♥gw7: 88 lbs (by 03/18/12)    reward: new cell phone and a one hour back massage
 
So in four and a bit months from now I am going to lose around 30 lbs (because I honestly have no clue how much I weigh at the moment, haven't weighed myself in two months because of a lack of scale, but from my clothes I'm guessing 114 -118 lbs).  This is going to be intense but I want to get the body I have always wanted and I'm tired of progressing, hitting a plateau, binging, fasting, and progressing a little and stoping again because I have not lost anything in over 5.5 months.  Anyways :] I know I can do it and I will and on Jan.1st I will post a before picture of myself (from last year when I  weighed 134lbs) and a during photo that I will take that very day♥

Here is some [th]inspirations ♥