Wednesday, February 16, 2011

I feel like an old person...

So now my liver starts hurting after I eat and I keep getting those sharp pains in my abdomen :/ and I don't think I chew my apples properly ( or maybe I've been eating too many) because it hurts when going down to my tummy, gosh do I sound problematic.

Also my computer is still not fixed :0 I can not post pictures, change my Facebook profile picture, can't type my homework it is absolutely horrible... Ok not really but it is inconvenient. I really wanted to post a picture of the hair colour I am going to dye my hair next school year ( bleach white hair), I'm one of those girls who loves to try different hair colours and no matter what anyone sais everyone and anyone can pull off any colour as long as they have the right cut and makeup.

So fasting tomorrow :] also next paycheck I absolutely need to buy eyelash glue and tonalin cla pills ( they help burn fat. I have used them before and if they work well I don't really know but it makes me feel more secure and motivated).

I don't believe I mentioned this earlier but this summer I'm going to visit family in Europe and I am staying there for almost the whole entire summer > < and Europe is filled with skinny girls ( wether it not they are naturally slim is a whole new question) and it's filled with hot guys. I will be under 100 lb by summer I just have to take babysteps to get there; one month at a time. And it's better for me to go to europe too skinny than just right because I know I will gain weight there, I can't possibly refuse meals especially since I'm a guest ( I may be picky but I pride myself in manners).


Monthly goals :]

February - 113 lb

March - 107 lb

April - 103 lb

May - 98 lb

June - 94 lb

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