Day 4 Oh my, let's take a walk ♥

So today was also not the best day.... woke up and my hands were all streaked from the tanning lotion (I obviously don't have any skill with tanning lotions) so my hands look horrible, but I did manage to fix the streaks on my arms last night.   I also ate normally/binged a bit, but than I went on a walk to the mall bought some tums and some laxatives, walked back, went on a run with my dog and drank some laxative with my hot chocolate. So it wasn't a bad day, but it could have been better, also I went home at lunch and changed from my bench sweater to an old sweater I've had for years now (used to be my brothers) why ? well because I looked in the mirror and didn't feel comfortable so I put on a looser sweater, and than I felt even more self conscious at school afterwards as I was wearing leggings and this oldish sweater.... and this cute guy in my class ended up sitting next to me at the computers in the library and started talking to me and all I could think about was how awful I must look in my outfit (I usually always try to have a girly, sophisticated or at least well put together outfit, but not today :/ ).  Granted I probably did not look all that bad but I sure felt like it.  Also my upper back is killing me, it's been so tense lately (like always sigh ).  Well enough complaining from me, I will now share some good news: it's 2 more days until I go to Toronto to see Mass Exodus 2011 [as I said in a previous post it's the biggest student run fashion show in North America] and it's on thursday and friday - I am going thursday and I am totally stoked!




Some [th]inspiration for today :]

Day 3 ohhhhh :[

So as you can probably tell from my post all is not well today :[ oh no it's not .  I was doing great (although my vision did go blurry for a bit this morning and I almost passed out....so I drank a bit of my other protien drink) and I ended up binging after 5pm and up until than my fast was going great. Also I didn't end up going to the gym, wasn't feeling too well, which I should have gone cause I need the exercise.


Hopefully tomorrow's better :]  here's some [th]inspirations for today. ♥

Day 2 Snow, please save me from it.

So I got home after work and cried.  Why did I cry? It snowed, this is by far the worst winter I have experienced and I really was not meant to be born in a cold country.  It makes me feel so depressed and upset and I hate it so much that if it snows tomorrow I am not going to school, call me a baby, or tell me to suck it up I don't care I hate the snow and I won't put up with it anymore.  I am so upset right now :[

Also today I have done 16 crunches and 6 side crunches (planning on doing more), and I drank an extra large Tim Hortons English Toffee (480 calories) and I am currently drinking a protein shake (360 calories).  So not quite what I had planned but still I stayed under 900 calories (840 calories) and I did some exercise, not a lot but still better than none at all.  Also bought myself some self tanning lotion, I have never used tanning lotion before but I want to look nice and tan before July and this year I won't have time to be out in the sun when spring comes along (although I do tan real easy ).

So todays inspiration is warm, hot, sunny weather :]

♥

Day 1 Inspirations

So I will try my very bestest to put some inspirational pictures up every day of my 14 day challenge and if my challenge is a success I shall post before and after pictures of me in the jeans.  Tomorrow is a fast, water only,  and monday will be a fast (I shall only drink one protein shake).   I'm aiming for a 3 day fast but my I'm not working monday and tuesday  and like I stated in previous posts, my mother is super observant (most of the time anyways), so we will see if I can sneak in a third day of fasting.  

Tomorrow (Day 2) morning I will do: 32 crunches x 3
                                           12 side crunches x 3

After work I will :       walk/jog my dog around the block once or twice...
                                  32 crunches x 2
                                  12 side crunches x 3
                                   23 sit ups x 2
                                  
On monday (Day 3):
                      walk dog around block twice
                      32 crunches x 2
                      12 side crunches x 2
                       walk to the gym (weather permitting)
                      Salsa fitness class
                      15 minute elliptical



And here is some [th]inspirations :] enjoy ♥