So today was also not the best day.... woke up and my hands were all streaked from the tanning lotion (I obviously don't have any skill with tanning lotions) so my hands look horrible, but I did manage to fix the streaks on my arms last night. I also ate normally/binged a bit, but than I went on a walk to the mall bought some tums and some laxatives, walked back, went on a run with my dog and drank some laxative with my hot chocolate. So it wasn't a bad day, but it could have been better, also I went home at lunch and changed from my bench sweater to an old sweater I've had for years now (used to be my brothers) why ? well because I looked in the mirror and didn't feel comfortable so I put on a looser sweater, and than I felt even more self conscious at school afterwards as I was wearing leggings and this oldish sweater.... and this cute guy in my class ended up sitting next to me at the computers in the library and started talking to me and all I could think about was how awful I must look in my outfit (I usually always try to have a girly, sophisticated or at least well put together outfit, but not today :/ ). Granted I probably did not look all that bad but I sure felt like it. Also my upper back is killing me, it's been so tense lately (like always sigh ). Well enough complaining from me, I will now share some good news: it's 2 more days until I go to Toronto to see Mass Exodus 2011 [as I said in a previous post it's the biggest student run fashion show in North America] and it's on thursday and friday - I am going thursday and I am totally stoked!
Some [th]inspiration for today :]
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