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Mass Exodus 2011 ♥

So Mass Exodus is like the biggest student run fashion show in North America and it's happening in April and I HAVE to have to have to see it.  The problem?  You have to buy tickets in person and thats a two - two and a half hour drive :/  but one way or another I am going, there is no way, NO way I'm missing this.

Luv Air ♥

Tummy hurts, japanese and concert tickets :D

So my tummy is fucked up, well more like my digestive system :0  also I have decided to start learning Japanese and Italian this year :D

Some thinspo

ps I still can't figure out how to upload pictures from my Ipod onto the blog so if anyone knows please let me know.  I posted these while my parents were out

Luv Air ♥

The computer is....

FIXED  :] yay ! My dad finally took it to get repaired after my mother told him it was ethier getting the computer fixed asap or buying me a laptop (I'm still getting one for grad ;] ).   Anyways now I don't have to stress so much about all my projects this semester as I know I have a computer to write on, I am so happy.

On a lesser note I broke my no white sugar, carb diet today; my family bought doughnuts and hot chocolate today and well everyone said I should have a little break and I thought why not?  I mean it's not the end of the world and I have stuck to this diet so well and I am going to stick to it.   And if this ever happens, where you end up breaking a diet once, you don't start the diet over again, you continue it.  In school if you get a bad mark once or twice you don't start the whole course over you continue it because you can't fail if you haven't even reached the end yet.

Lots of Luv,


                               Air♥

Goals , computers and grades

So as you know from previous posts my computer has been down for almost a month now and I need it to write my essays and research papers for school so my mother is going to buy me a laptop within the next two weeks, it's my early graduation and 18 th birthday present :] yay so I'll be able to have lots of privacy and I can do my homework without stressing :]

Also I have revised my goal for this month:
110 lb by February 28th

Fasting, work, and tests

So my fast yesterday was a success :D and last night I weighed in at 114.8 lb ( most of it was probably lost water weight but I'll weigh in today before the dance. I have two tests today; math and sociology ( I already did my math test and I was the first person to finish the test)but I'm nervous for sociology [ which I should be studying right now and not posting LOL ].
So just a quick post for today, but hopefully I'll end up going to the library sometime soon and post longer posts with some pictures... Hopefully.

I feel like an old person...

So now my liver starts hurting after I eat and I keep getting those sharp pains in my abdomen :/ and I don't think I chew my apples properly ( or maybe I've been eating too many) because it hurts when going down to my tummy, gosh do I sound problematic.

Also my computer is still not fixed :0 I can not post pictures, change my Facebook profile picture, can't type my homework it is absolutely horrible... Ok not really but it is inconvenient. I really wanted to post a picture of the hair colour I am going to dye my hair next school year ( bleach white hair), I'm one of those girls who loves to try different hair colours and no matter what anyone sais everyone and anyone can pull off any colour as long as they have the right cut and makeup.

So fasting tomorrow :] also next paycheck I absolutely need to buy eyelash glue and tonalin cla pills ( they help burn fat. I have used them before and if they work well I don't really know but it makes me feel more secure and motivated).

I don't believe I mentioned this earlier but this summer I'm going to visit family in Europe and I am staying there for almost the whole entire summer > < and Europe is filled with skinny girls ( wether it not they are naturally slim is a whole new question) and it's filled with hot guys. I will be under 100 lb by summer I just have to take babysteps to get there; one month at a time. And it's better for me to go to europe too skinny than just right because I know I will gain weight there, I can't possibly refuse meals especially since I'm a guest ( I may be picky but I pride myself in manners).


Monthly goals :]

February - 113 lb

March - 107 lb

April - 103 lb

May - 98 lb

June - 94 lb

Sushi, promises and strawberry feilds forever

So for the first time in my life I made sushi today and it actually turned out really good ( once my computers fixed I'll upload some pictures )and I ended up eating loads of it and I am soo full, we are out of milk of magnesium and I don't have a darn clue where in the world my laxatives are :/ Also semi formal dance is this Friday :0! Ahh I have to fast this week I really need to be below 115 lbs for semi, my goal was 110 lbs but that might be unrealistic now so I'm aiming for at least 114 lb and I haven't a clue as to what I weigh because I haven't weighed since Thursday or Friday and I'm only going to weigh in Tuesday evening.


My 4 day extreme packed super strategy plan:

- Monday : 4 pieces of sushi, one cup of milk, one apple


Do 37 crubches x 5 reps, walk home for lunch, do 153 jumping jacks.


- Tuesday : 4 pieces of sushi ( I cooked a lot of sticky rice lol)


Go to the gym and do Zumba, do 15 min eleptical and 37 crunches x 2 reps and 23 sit ups x 3 reps.


- Wednesday : apple

Go home for lunch ( walking 15 min there and back :] ), 37 crunches x 2 reps and 200 jumping jacks.

WEIGH IN !


- Thursday : fast


Go home for lunch, 132 jumping jacks, 37 crunches x 3 reps.

A great start but grocery shopping must be done :]

So far so good I have stuck to my diet which let me tell u isnt easy when your fridge is packed with meats breads jams etc. Literally in the past 6 days of my diet I have probably eaten more eggs than I have in a year and for once I am meeting my fruit and vegetable servings ( I ate 3 apples and 3 bananas today and I dot even really like bananas).

On friday I need to do some grocery shopping ( actually I won't have time until Sunday) and I will make sushi because I realized sushi can be incorporated into my diet :D so here's a list of food I am planning to buy:



• dried seaweed

• zucchini

• spinach

• red onion

• beansprouts

• TOFU!!!

• wild rice

• bell peppers

• oranges

• yams


Hmm I'm going to make some yummy stuff ;] oh and I dropped back down to 116 lb again :D

Healthy, conrtoled and feeling great

So this month I have decided to go carb, sugar and meat free.  So no junk food, fast food, breads, pastas, canned goods, sweets etc and although it's hard I am feeling a difference.   I feel more energized, and in control,  I don't feel all over the place (which I did when I restricted or fasted because it would end up in a binge) and I think this really is the diet for me, maybe not forever but it's a good starting point.  And it's not so unhealthy that I would get really sick, so I can actually live my life with this diet, lose weight and feel in power :]  I just hope it lasts...
Also I decided to let my mother know I was going on this diet and I told her and let her know that I am serious about it.  Well today I asked her to bring me some fruits when she comes to pick me up because I woke up late and didn't have time to pack anything to eat and than I'm going to the mall with friends.  Well she did pack me some fruits but she also packed me a bagel with cream cheese,  so I told her I can't eat the bagel because it goes against my diet, and she said that I'm too young to be on diets but she saw I was serious and we compromised.  I told her I would eat half (yeah right :P  I will just give it to one of my friends) and I won't eat at the mall because everything is fast food, candy or junk food loaded with carbs, fats and sodium, no thank you.  
And I'm not planning to stay that long at the mall anyways,  anywho I have started cooking again and I'm going to attempt to make this "bread" thingy (called black sesame sunflower bread) out of flax seeds, sesame seeds and sunflower seeds (it's in this living foods cook book) it looks really good despite the ingredients and is healthy.   That's a picture of the bread below :]

Also I like the idea of being on a "healthy" diet or just diet in general because than u have a concrete reason why you don't want to eat certain foods.






Lots of Luv,



              Air ♥

Sugar free, meat free, pasta, bread and junk food free

So I have decided to go sugar free cold turkey, my mother and brother keep telling me I should really cut out the sugar because my intake is really unhealthy. Anyways I am one of those people who like to go big or go home so I'm cutting out all meats, fast food, junkfood, sweets, breads and pastas. I find that these foods can be quite trigerring when I'm trying to stay off the sugars and by being more strict I'm more likely to stick to it. Btw sorry about the posts lately my computer crashed so I'm posting from my iPod.