Countdown, weight down, players, parties, booze and maybe things are less confusing? ♥

So I may have figured out what I am doing for next year;  I talked to my dad and he agrees with it but I'm not sure my mom will. . . and I was going to talk to her about it today but ummm how should I say this she is a bit drunk.  So my plan is to stay here in this town and attend an art program offered at a high school here, the courses count towards university and it's not exactly a victory lap because you need to have your high school diploma to attend it and you needed to go through an interview process.  I got accepted in like November so I put it aside as my plan b of plan b for the next year and realistically I think it might be what I am going to do.   And I want to re apply for fashion next year so I need to raise my average so either way I'd need to take more courses next year to bump up my average.   Well I think I have one part of my life kinda stabled down, but my social life is wack, total wack.  I just party, and party and I love it cause I always loose weight after a weekend of drinking, working and partying, but it does leek into your emotional stability and you kinda feel unstable (not sure if that made total sense).  So what I am trying to say is that my next year is figured out but my emotional and social life is unstable and I feel like I am going down fast,  I have been throwing up a lot, fasting a lot and restricting a lot and I will loose 4 more lbs before Friday (prom♥) and I just can't deal with stuff no more, well I can but can't.  Ahh see how confusing I am.... Oh I forgot to mention I got a second tattoo done on Friday :] 

                          Lots of Love, 

                                                 Air ♥