So she keeps ruining my fasts, she's onto me and the first time it was scary. I didn't want to be found out but now it's like she's always on my case and I'm not too worried now (I don't think that made sense).
Anyways I had a bad stomach ache today and TMI ... diarrhea. So my conversation with my mother when I came home:
Mom: Want to eat dinner?
Me: No thanks, my stomach hurts.
Mom: So food will make it better.
Me: No mom I actually feel sick today.
Mom: Than tell me what you ate today.
Me: Nothing, I ate nothing. Did you not just hear that I said my stomach hurt and I felt unwell?
Mom: That's why you feel unwell, because you haven't eaten.
Me: No mom I have diarrhea and if I eat it will only make things worst.
Mom: Don't be ridiculous only milk products will make you feel sick.
Me: Fine than, give me some dinner and if I am running constantly to the bathroom at work it's your fault.
On a second note I do not think laxatives work on me except for today after I took like 3 pills, drank a cup of salt water and a tablespoon of milk of magnesium yesterday afternoon. Normally if I just take laxatives they don't do nothing. Also I know some of you might think this weird, but I really believe in god and I made a deal that if I didn't throw up (or more specifically if I tried my hardest not to) that he would let me get accepted into Ryerson (obviously I know I have to work hard for it as well). I only threw up once on Jan 1st (totally forgot about the promise) but ever since, no matter how badly I binge I have not thrown up. :]
Oh and my prom dress came in yesterday :] it's a pink 1950's dress that I bought from Etsy ♥ I fit into it but it's a bit tight, I'm hoping to re-try it on next month when I [hopefully] weigh 108 lb. I think it will fit me perfectly.
Lots of Luv,
Air♥
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