So basicallly I have gotten back into the bad habit of throwing up a lot, except it's getting worse. I have been throwing up like twice a day and throwing up until I am almost certain all the food has come up. My tummy hurts, my head hurts, I'm tired, have no energy, my lips have started peeling from the stomach acid and the roof of my mouth is all scratched up and my tummy really hurts. But I have no scale, I don't know how much I weigh and that absolutely scares me, therefore I have to make sure I don't gain any weight, I must work harder. My mother said she would buy me a scale for christmas but that's too far off and I am so scared to weigh myself this saturday when I get back home for thanksgiving. I feel like I'm falling back into the cycle except falling harder into it.
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