So today I felt great and I must have been giving off flirt vibes or something because two guys at the gym started flirting with me ( which never happens) and four guys decided to chat with me today on Facebook ... So ya great day until well I know it's like 2.5 months early but I decided to ask this guy friend of mine to prom. Now u might be thinking ok? Whats so bad about that? Well here's the thing I kinda regret it now, I should have waited until may to see if any guy would ask me because yes I really like this guy as a friend but I kinda wanted a hottie for prom ( no offense, I know I sound shallow). Like he 's skinny skinny and has longish hair, he's a cutie but not that good looking. I know a lot of people just go to prom with friends of the opposite sex and than usually split up after for parties so it's not bad and I don't mind but I don't know wwhat my parents will think of him, I binged on top of that so now I just feel all anxious and what not and I feel like a bitch for asking him out and regretting it but I will still go with him because although I might act shallow and vain on theinside I would never act like that in life as it is just rude and disrespectful. But I will pretty myself up and make sure I look drop dead gorgeous because after all it is prom :]
Ahh if only this anxiety would go away it popped up and wont go away and I dont know what to do with myself.
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